Ok, so I've said I'd start drawing/taking photos again since forever. This time I have something to show, finally. I doubt anyone I knew is still on here, but hello if you read this!

Hi guys, if anyone still remembers me... I think I'm going to come back to Dev Art. I'm going to come back to art. <3

Luckily I only have 3 finals. But, three shows right before finals, and I gotta be there for every one of them.

Friday night is Scared Alice + bands. Saturday night is Is Nothing Sacred, Point Taken and other people. Sunday night is what I've been waiting for for a long fucking ass time: Most Precious Blood, Remembering Never, It Dies Today, Dead To Fall, Break Cadence, Burning Saints. The line up is very hot. It's at Imusicast in Oakland if you're interested (5:30 door, $10). Shit you know you wanna, YOU GOTTA.

I will have pics to taunt my friends who can't go.

Shit I haven't been on this site in forever. How the hell is everyone doing??

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(BTW, how the hell do you put images in your journal?)

"We all know hardcore is about never giving up and never surrending. But this next song is about surrendering... It's about how we surrended ourselves... to Jesus." -- Is Nothing Sacred, 10/8/04, Vets Hall, Danville, CA

I SAW BREAK CADENCE. And YOU (probably) didn't! It was most engergized show I've been to. They were recording a video for one song, and during that song, the crowd went fucking nuts! It was so awesome. I almost joined the dance. Haha but I didn't want to embarrass myself with my inability to move. And I'd probably get punched in the fucking face anyway.

Afterwards had a good time hanging out with friends. I haven't hanged out with friends till 12:30am in a long time, it was pretty cool.

It's funner hanging out with boys sometimes. I don't have to listen to gossip or talk about clothes, which i sometimes enjoy too but eh, too much of it is purely sickening.

Actually, speaking of which, I got cute new clothes yesterday. I noticed my shopping pattern though: I first buy guy pants, then buy girl pants, then buy short cute skirt. It's like I wear everything. First I satisfy my dykism, then my girlism, then my uh attention-whore-ism. I guess it works out.

I've been feeling sad though. Because I gave in to my cravings on Friday night, after the show. All these people were smoking in front of the venue. I started feeling jittery and aggravated. We stayed out for so long I couldn't take it. So I bumed a smoke off of this guy. After I went home James told me the guitarist from Is Nothing Sacred was talking to him and said, "Why are so many people smoking? I bet that girl isn't even of age. Horrible world we live in." He was pointing at me. So all night that night, then all day yesterday, then all day today, I couldn't stop thinking about it. It really hit me on the head, very hard. I'm still thinking about it, and I keep asking myself one question, "Am I really that weak?"

I know I'm not. I don't have to be. So why is it am I still...

Birthday in a month, but I don't want to grow up.

UPDATE:
New pics of the show are uploaded. Those two bands are so awesome.

It's such a pain to live off of other people's computers. My parents' computers are completely loaded with spywares and viruses. I had to clean it all out before it was even usable. It's still slow, but I live, which another thing that bugs me -- Computer's became so important! But, I live. I just really miss my video card, which broke so I sent for a replacement. Gotta love warranties.

Anyway once I get my comp back, havoc, babes. Everyone shall witness the pics I took at xDDSx's concert. That show was great. The crowd was on fire during xDDSx, my friend's band. I got some cleans shots. Can't wait to organize them and put them up. Got some nice pics of the pit too. Hmm they all came out very er.. "scene". I'm not really a fan of scene pics, but I guess that's how it is during shows.

I'm sure all you assholes can't wait either, RIIIIIGHT?

UPDATE:
Finally got my computer back and added some crap. View!